Absurdity

I'm being sick again; on a more than regular basis. And the stupid thing is that the only reason I'm doing it is because I feel like it's something I'm good at. I am currently realising that I am shit at uni, that I'll be pretty lucky to get a 2:1, and as uni is my entire life at the moment, throwing up is the only other thing I have. The only thing that I feel I can be the best.
My new aim for this year is to lose a stone and a half.