Uni is my everything

I realise it has been awhile, but in the past two weeks i haven't had time to breathe (and the only reason i am blogging now is in search of a procrastination that is slightly more productive than facebook.)

I have been back in Swansea for two weeks, during which i have been up and down and all over the place, slightly more sociable than usual and slightly more contradictory than i care for. Things with Alex are going well, despite the lack of, well, him. He's coming down on friday for the weekend and i honestly don't want to do anything else except lie in bed and chat. I am starting to worry howvever that when he does arrive i wont be able to swtich off, to disengage from uni, and relax. I have realised, just now actually as i am typing this, that one of my major flaws in getting too "into" something. Everything i do i want to go all out, i want to give it my everything, and i'm starting to realise that maybe it isn't possible to have a balanced life this way. At the moment uni is everything; it's the reason i get up in the morning, quite literally. It's the only thing i focus on. The reason i am happy. The reason i am sad. The reason i don't sleep at night. I don't sense this is good....

General feeling on everything; mediocre/slightly positive.